On our way back to the top

Well, I've got most things figured out now... We've set a date for Mom's Memorial, I've set up help with packing up her apt., I've cut off her phone and cable, and I'm pretty sure I've notified everyone I needed to. I think I'm doing pretty good.

We've run into quite a few snags though (of course). I tried my best to pick a date for her Memorial that would be good for everyone.... and like 10 people can't come, including her best friend. And I hate that because Cathy has written something she'd like to have read.... so I think I'm going to try to find a camcorder I can borrow from someone and go tape her reading it and just play it for everyone instead.

I figured out a couple strange coincedences......

* My Mom and My Dad died 13 days and 13 years apart from each other.
* The 1 year anniversary for Dads Death was the year that the Breeders Cup was in Louisville.... well.... Mom's Memorial is being held the day that the Breeders Cup is in Louisville.

Kinda weird I think.....

Also,

The day Mom died... we found out that a pretty good friend of ours that we hadn't seen or heard from in years was killed in a car wreck. That was really surprising for us too... He was the same age as Sean. And Sean and I were just talking about him a few days prior to this. We were wondering what he'd been up to lately. So sad to lose someone so young.


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On a happier note. Sean got chosen to be in the commercial for next year for the haunted house he's been working at this month. He was all excited... my hunny loves acting. So this time next year, my luv will be famous.. hehe

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Everyone's doing alright. I think watching her go downhill like we did made it easier to say goodbye to her. Everyone was tired of seeing her so miserable, and was almost relieved when it was finally over for her. My mom was my best friend, and she always will be. It's going to hurt for awhile I'm sure. I haven't been crying... I don't really feel like I need to... but the rest of my body has been reacting. I'm all jittery and shakey and my stomach has been so upset since it happened. I wish all that would pass already.. I've barely been able to eat anything without feeling sick..... and I soooo wanna eat.

My cousin took Mikayla out with 2 of her cousins yesterday... took them to Chuck E Cheese and to see a movie (in 3D), so she had all kinds of fun yesterday. Then we went to the church's trick or treating thing last night too so she had a full day and I got a whole day to catch up on some sleep... which was nice.

Seans mom is supposed to come over tomorrow after work to help me pack up moms apt., that might be kinda difficult on me. My problem here is that... I've called into work the past 2 weeks and I told them I'd be back this week but I have to help Linda tomorrow so I'm going to have to call in again... Wonder how many chances they're gonna give me? Not like losing a job that gives me 6 hours a week is going to hurt me much... but still...

Anyway.... that's about it in my world lately......

Things are looking up around here, thanks to the many many wonderful friends I've got. =)

I'm still here

I haven't disappeared. I've just had soooo much to do the past few days that I'm feeling a little overwhelmed.

We've scheduled my moms Memorial Service and organized all those details.. but I still have so many more things I have to do... It's hard to even get started on them.

I'm doing ok. I'm actually doing better than I thought I would. I think watching her deteriorate like she did made it easier to see her go.. I'm not sure.

Thank you thank you thank you to everyone who's written me and sent cards and prayed for my family.. You have NO IDEA how it warms my heart right now.... I have to especially thank Os though... you've got no idea how great of a person you are hun.

I luv you all. And I'll be back to blogging soon.

My momma

Well, my mom died earlier this evening. Her nurses had told us this afternoon that if anyone needed to say goodbye to her, now was the time to do it. So everyone had a chance to let her know she was loved. But she knew that anyway. =)

My momma was such a special lady. She did so much for so many. I couldn't even tell you how many of my friends considered her to be their second momma. Everyone that met her loved her. She just had such a lively spirit about her. We're all going to miss out without her around.

I'm doing alright. I say that and it's almost 2 am and I'm sitting here not being able to sleep..... but for the most part, I'm ok. I need to cry some.... it helps to release the bad energy. I know she's in a better place. She's where we all hope to be someday, and I know she'll be waiting patiently for me when I'm 150 years old. I will see her again, this I know.

Mikayla was already asleep when I found out so I haven't told her yet. I hope she's not too upset, that's going to kill me worse than any of this other stuff.

I don't really want to talk a whole lot right now though... I'll say more later. But thanks to everyone who's been there for me.... you know who you are. =)

I wrote this poem about a month ago. I tried to make it sound like it was coming from her, and it's going to be the poem inside her memorial cards.

Please don't grieve or think me dead.
Celebrate my life instead.
Unburden your heart and dry your eyes
We talked and laughed... no need for good-byes.
I did not leave you, I'm all around
in the wind, and trees, the sky and ground.
No more shall I suffer, I'm no longer in pain
Lifes problems no longer pelt me like rain.
I have family and friends here and now I can see
The wonderful life God gave to me.
I don't want you to mourn, please try not to be sad
Cherish the years and the fun times we've had.
I'm with you forever, in your heart I will stay
Should you need to talk ever, I'm a prayer away.

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We're supposed to spread the word here and I'm afraid I'm gonna forget to.. so this Thursday... HNT'ers are supposed to try and incorporate a Haloween Theme into their HNT pics. =) I gotta come up with some ideas.

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Went and seen my momma for most the day yesterday. She doesn't look so good. Being the weirdo that I am, I took some pics of her but I'm not going to share them. She's stopped eating or drinking, and can't swallow anything without getting choked. They've been giving her fluids through I.V. but they won't force food on her cuz she has a DNR. She's beginning to dehydrate because her tongue is like cracked looking.. they've been putting mineral oil in her mouth but I don' think it's helping a whole lot.

My Grandma is starting to fall apart too... It's so hard to see her upset like this all the time. She gets mad at me when I talk tothe nurses about what's going to happen and yesterday I realized that they didn't have a copy of her DNR on file.. so I filled out another one.. Well Grandma just kept going on and on about how if they had los tit, maybe it was a sign that we needed to let them revive her and keep her with us... But I'm not letting that happen. Mom wants to go as easily as she can.. she doesn't want some machines making her live. And I understand that grandma doesn't want to give up on her daughter but it's what mom wants.. and I will see that she gets what she wants, regardless of how anyone ele feels about it. I realize that sounds kinda harsh but all of this is falling bak on me.. and I'm not going to have people holding shit against me because I did what mom wanted me to do... It's just a bad situation all together.

I'm going to miss my mommy so much. I'm not sure how my life is going to be without her in it. Who will I call when something interesting happens, or when someone we know does something that needs to be gossiped about? Who's gonna spend hours in Wal-Mart with me just looking at stuff? Who am I gonna do my Christmas shopping with? =( Just a few of the things I'm gonna miss.

Ya'll may want to take a break from my blog.... I'm sure this is going to be all I'm going to talk about for some time.

FrightFest 06

Went to Kentucky Kingdom yesterday with my two favorite girly's. Bethany's momma, Leslie and her boyfriend Matt went with us. We had a great day, despite being a bit chilly. They have a Haloween Celebration called FrightFest all October and Mik really wanted to go....

So we got to trick or treat around Mile High Falls, and we got our faces painted... Mik got a flower and a heart, Bethany got a rainbow and I had wings painted around my eyes... Hehe Yep.. Robyn had to have her face painted too. =) We also got to paint pumpkins that we brought home and put glitter on later. It was pretty neat really. We never did find the haunted house but there were a lot of props and things around to see instead... and of course, the girls rode rides... and I had to ride one coaster myself, so Matt rode with me while Leslie watched the girls on their coaster.

Mik is actually being a witch for Haloween.. We went and got the costume last weekend. But when she heard that Bethany was a CareBear this year... Mik decided to get out her CareBear costume from last year and wear it instead.... Which was fine with me cuz it was a bit chilly for just a flimsy dress, and the CareBear is all fluffy and warm. BUT, My kid's grown quite a bit in the past year.. hehe so hers was a bit short.... still adorable though. =)

All in all it was a good day. Kids had fun, Adults had fun.... fun was had. lol

More odd pics. hehe

Lol, I can't stop playing around with this new program. hehe It's got so many different things that I can't figure out.. lol... anyone wanna tutor me on how to work with layers?

Day to Day

Yesterday we had to put my mom in the In-Patient Unit at Hospice. She's gotten to the point where she can't stand or move on her own at all, and none of us can lift or support her like we should anymore. It sucks because she's no longer right across the street, and because I know she wanted to be at home, and because it's just further proof staring at me..... it just sucks.

She's developed this place on her leg, they said it's caused by all the swelling.. but it looks like it hurts, doesn't seem to bothe her too much though. We went and seen her today and they said tha she's just very weak and starting to become jaundiced.

I hate seeing her like this, and it upsets me very much.... but I think it's starting to sink in for Mikayla too. All day she was saying how m uch she wanted to go see her Mamaw... we picked out a stuffed animal she could take her.... and we get there and moms sleeping, we're there for 10 minutes maybe and Mik says I wanna go home. After that she just seemed antsy... so we went and rode the elevator for awhile.. hehe which is amusing for me as well. =) We talked today about how you can talk to someone even if you can't see them. And we talked about the memories we have of mamaw cuz Mik asked today if she could ever stay the night with her again.. and I told her no and that mamaw was just too sick for it anymore.

Sigh

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On a brighter note.... the puppies are doing well... didn't ge to see them today but I will get over there tomorrow...

Going to take Mik trick or treating and to a haloween thing tomorrow with her little friend and her mommy... That should be fun... I LUV haloween... I may dress up tomorrow too just because i want to and you can't stop me.. hehe =)

Then Sunday is my Making Strides For Breast Cancer Walk..... last chance to donate.... hehe.. Before mentioned friends mommy is doing that with me as well. I didn't raise as much this year as I have previous years.. but I've had alot more things going on as well this year too so I can be forgiven.. I raised *some* at least... =) I could always get more between now and Sunday though (hint hint) hehe.

Pics to come you know.

Playin around with Photoshop.

This one is the Original...

Puppy Pics as Promised

The top picture is the Poor Fat Momma Lexie in labor..... the two after that are kinda bloody cuz they were "during" pictures... but the last 2 are ones I took yesterday... Isn't the White Ones just adorable?? I thought they were too cute.. the daddyis a solid white husky so we were hoping at least one of the babies would be white, but 2 of em came out white. =)

Anyway... It's not a HNT but it's adorable newborn puppies... that's better right? hehe

TMI ummm Wednesday hehe

I'm late I know... I always forget about TMI Tuesdays... so here's my TMI for the week... even if it is Wednesday... lol

1. What is your worst habit? Biting my nails
2. Does size matter? I don't think so... you just gotta know how to use what you got
3. How many orgasms have you had in one night? Gawd.... I dunno. lol My honey's a god in the sack
4. Is sex better with the lights on or off? Lights on most definitly
5. How many sexual partners have you had? Just 2. My husband and a guy I spent 6 years with during my teen years

Bonus (as in optional): Would you be unfaithful if you knew your guy/girl would never find out? Hell no. I Luv my hunny more than anything in this world besides my daughter... I would never do anything to jeopordize our relationship. =)

Tree idea

I have an idea. I'm not sure how to go about doing it though. I've had about 6 people contact me wanting me to start a donation site where friends of my mom can go donate money to purchase a tree. Some of her friends think it would be a nice gesture for us to purchase a tree and plant it in my moms memory so that it can grow strong and always be a symbol of her life here.

I think it's a wonderful idea. BUT, I don't know the first thing about setting up websites. lol Soooooooo, anyone that's good in this dept. please contact me and let me know what my options are here. I'd like to set it up somehow to where I don't have direct access to it or whatever so that it can be proven that all the money actually went towards buying a tree. I'd like to set it up to where a picture of the tree can be shown on the site along with some pictures of my mom.

And just FYI, once it's up and running (if it happens that is) I'm going to send out an email and let everyone know it's there. BUT, the program I have to mass email sends to every single address in my book... and theres a few on there that 1. I don't care to talk to anymore and 2. Have no affiliation with me or my family...
I have a lot of people in my addy book that I've emailed for this or that years ago and their names are still in it.... sooooooo..

task #2 that I need help with is someone that knows the ins and out of Gmail to tell me how to reduce my address book before I send out this email. lol

Does all this even make sense?

Anyway.... anyone that can help me, you know I'd appreciate it.

I luv you guys.

=)

Grrrrrrr

Just so everyone knows..

I have puppy pics... and I will show em.. lol BUT, the way Windows is right now, I'm gonna have to reinstall it tonight before it's going to let me upload any pictures I think. I've tried everything I can think of today to get it to upload off my camera but it's being stubborn. So hopefully tomorrow I'll have puppy pics to show you all. hehe =)

Sorry.

Weekend Updates

Well, yesterday I spent the day at my grandmas keeping an eye on Lexie. She's one of Brians dogs and she was in labor. About a week prior, Sierra (another of his dogs) had her 2nd litter of puppies....... and ate them. So he wanted someone to be with Lexie should she start having them before he got off work. So of course, I went. =)

Well, she didn't start having them until we sat down for dinner... and after a few hours, ended up with 7 new little huskies. hehe 2 of them are solid white and the other 5 should be twins. They are all black and white and look exactly alike. hehe Too damned cute though! I luv baby animals. =)

I have a few pictures on my camera right now, but they are "gooey puppy" pictures.. hehe so I'm gonna snap a few more when I go see them tonight and I'll share those tomorrow instead. =)



Took Mik over the weekend to get her costume for Halloween. She wanted to be a pirate but they only had her size inthe boy costumes and the idea of putting her already clumsy butt into an eye patch wasn't sitting well with me, so I was happy when she found a witch costume she liked better. And it's too frikkin cute. Long black dress with these HUGE red flowers all over it... she's just too damned cute. Just like her momma. hehe =)

And before I go..... WB to my friend who traveled to the Canadian Borders this weekend..... I'm glad it was everything you both hoped it would be. MWAH! =)

Oh yeah... one more thing.... I LUV the Internet! An old friend from middle school and high school found me on Myspace over the weekend. It's been a good long while since I've gotten to talk to her, and it's awesome to catch up and get reaqquainted again. =) Yay for old friendships becoming new.

The Preschooler Toy Sorting Project!!

These two are "Before" and "During" the process............


K, so my daughters room had taken on a whole new meaning to the word MESS. It was insane. You've never seen more toys in one space before like this in your life... I mean really. NUTS.

Christina graceously agreed to stay over Friday night and help me tackle this fucking room. So we just began corraling it into bins and dumping it in the living room floor. When the pile would get too high, we'd stop, sit down and sort through them. When we had more space, we went in for more toys.... this went on for about an hour and a half non-stop.

We ended up with 3 bags and a box full of trash and broken shit that we just threw in the dumpster.... and 2 bags and a large storage bin full of shit I'm getting rid of. She's been knowcked down to one 50 gal. storage bin of toys.... one 50 gal bin of stuffed animals (and this doesn't even cound the 6 garbage bags of animals she has in the closet still) and like 4 gift bags full of blocks and puzzle pieces and shit like that. There is ORDER to her bedroom now... I wonder how long it's gonna stay that way......

I'm just gonna keep on her about it. I think before bed every night, I'm gonna have her pick her room up. Cuz I wanna get her a Dollhouse for Christmas but Dad says that she has to learn to take better care of her other toys before we can get her a dollhouse... so I'ma have to keep on her so I can buy a friggin dollhouse... hehe =)


These two are "After" the process.... lol We were SO Proud of ourselves.. hehe

Who do I look like???

I had to go and talk shit about Mrs. Spears didn't I? lmao... I did the Celebrity Heritage thing everyones been doing today and one of the celebs it says I look like is........ yep.. you guessed it... my arch enemy.. lol great! Well, at least everyone agrees that she's hott...



Now, it's not the best picture of me by far, but it's one of the few I have that are straight-on pics instead of takin from the side.. lol so I didn't have too many to choose from. =) I like the results.. ;)


If you're here for cheap porn.... go below... hehe My HNT is below!

Forgotten HNT (again lol)

I forgot it was Thursday... I do that alot don't I? lol Sorry.. just got too many other things in this little space between my ears. =)

Talked to Billy last night, and theres a good chance he's going to get to come home for a couple months.. yay! And I told him on the phone that even if it's asshole old out when he gets to be here, we ARE going camping... Won't be the first (nor the last I'm sure) time I've camped in the cold. It's not that bad actually, makes the fire oh so enjoyable. =) But I haven't been "real" camping with Billy all year, and we've never taken Christina to the Gorge before so I just need to go. NEED TO! lol I can't wait till hegets to come home for awhile though.. Miss da Beely. =)

Andy is coming in to visit soon too. YAY! Miss da Andrew too! I can't wait till we can hang out with him, even if it is just a couple days. Wonder what all he wants to go do?

Tomorrow is Friday the 13th... that day always reminds me of my dad. He used to have this horrible phobia of that day.. and it generally turned out to be for good reason. One year, him and I were in our truck driving down the expressway and a garbage truck was in front of us and the arm thingy that grabs the dumpsters was up and he went under an doverpass and it broke it off and it came back, smashed our windshield and caused dad to swerve in the guardrail.... soooo.... I guess he had good reason to not like that day much. hehe

Today is Candaces Birthday too.. and I know she doesn't read my blog anymore but HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDACE!!!!!!! =) Anyone that knows her, send her an email.. hehe =)

I searched through my pictures to see if I had something worth putting up here for my forgotten HNT.... and sadly, I don't really have anything interesting.. lol but I comprimised.. lol so sorry guys, but this is all I have right now.. my deadline to activate windows has expired and any time now my computer is going to lock me out and I'ma have to reinstall again.. so I've deleted most my pictures already so I won't lose them, so I'm limited for choices.. lol

Anyway,
happy HNT all!
(Yes, I had the Shirt.... but not long enough to brag about it.. lol I'll have it again one day!)

TMI time again

1. You can flip a switch that will wipe any band or musical artist out of existence. Which one will it be? Hmm.... any of them? I can't wipe out an entire genre? lol I'd have to pick.... Brittnay Spears
2. You seem to be having an excellent day because you just came across a hundred-dollar bill on the sidewalk. Holy crap, a hundred bucks! How are you gonna spend it? There's no telling... Seeing as how it's getting close.. I'd probably spend it for Christmas for my Kid..
3. Rufus appears out of nowhere with a time-traveling phone booth. You can go anytime in the PAST. What time are you traveling to and what are you going to do when you get there? I'm going back to 1993... I can see my daddy again and Meet Seans dad too. =)
4. What is your favorite curse word? Fuck...... I say it WAY too much! lol
5. You have the opportunity to sleep with the movie celebrity of your choice. We are talking no-strings-attached sex and it can only happen once. Who is the lucky celebrity of your choice? Bam Margera... and I'd rock his world!

Bonus (as in optional):You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What's it gonna be? Hell Yeah... I'm gonna fly baby... hehe =)


Wanna participate? Click the "I Kiss and Tell" Button on my sidebar and go check in. =)

My Luv scared the piss out of me.

Went to Industrial Nightmare last night. Josh and Deena, T.J and Creed, and me. =) Had a friggin blast. It's been forever since I've seen T.J, or Creed.
Got to the ticket booth, and I was really half joking but I asked the girl if I could get a discount since my husband worked there, so after we went through who my hubby was and which room he was in and blah blah... she asks me how many are in our party.... Well, since Josh and Deena had to run ahead of us and get their tickets, there was just 3 of us that had to buy them still, so I told her 3.... She stamped our hands and we got into all 4 houses for free. =) Yay for Sean.. hehe So, me being the nice guy that I am bought the other tickets for Josh and Deena so they could go into all 4 withus as well. Yep, I'm so sweet huh?
Industrial was awesome.... it started off kinda cheesy but after like 8 things popped out at me, I was beginning to jump at everything.. lol By the time we got to Sean... I knew his room was coming cuz he'd told me what room he was after... so we get in his room and I'm like ok, this isn't too bad, I can see him coming... yea wrong... lol He pops out behind these barrels and he's got on this creepy gas mask and holding an iron pipe and screams top of his lung right in my face... so I scream lol.... move on a little more and he comes jumping out of another spot... startled me so bad I fell back into the barrels... Creed bout died laughing at me.... I'm sure Sean felt good about himself.. hehe So we move on to the next rooms..... and you can smell the gas coming from the chainsaws.... I don't do well with chainsaws..... they freak me out... So, I'm expecting like 1 or 2 of them to come running up... no such luck..... 6 of them mother fuckers were all after us.. lol I'm screaming and trying to run past em and this one guy notices me and starts coming after me saying "hey little girl.... I'ma get you little girl" OH GOD.... lol I buried my face in the back of Creeds shirt and was like.. just walk.. just kep walking.. lol I could feel the air coming off the chainsaws against my arm... lolol.... dude chased me outside....... By the time I got outside I had a tear from laughing so hard and my heart was racing... fuckin a.. hehe

Pitch Black is this house that is just what it says.. pitch black... couldn't see a damned thing.. you had to feel around the walls to get out.. some of the friggin walls shock your ass too.. not funny. lol so we found our way out of that and into the cage maze... Yeah well we got so damned lost in th cage that the guy working in it finally was like, you all want out of here? follow me.. lol and he leads us to this door and we thought back into pitch black but it was different. We finaly found our way out though... All in all we had too much damned fun... I wanna do it again. hehe We thought about going back through but decided McDOnalds was calling our name.. hehe

Sean told me after he got home last night that the chainsaw guy that chased me was all bragging at the end of the night because of me.. lol Sean said he figured it was me that got so freaked out, but after I told him about the "c'mere little girl" part Sean said he was telling everyone that he did that and made some girl almost pee herself... Yep.. that was me.. hehe =)

so after we left there, we went to McDonalds cuz I was starvin......then back to my house to chill for a bit. I was really happy to see Creed and T.J. It's been forever since I got to hang out with them.. hopefully it won't be another year before we do it again. =)

From a mile away

Well I have to say I was impressed yesterday. I got quite a few donations on my Cancer support site. Makes me happy. =)

I'm not going ot mention this any further than this cuz I know both parties involved read my blog from time to time *waving* but I'm kinda pissed right now.

I've always been a person who tries to help their friends. Sean and I have stuck our neck out there for many a person in our day and seem to generally get shat upon because of it. This time being no exception. I'd love to be able to just say fuck that and stop helping people that need or ASK for help but I can't do that. I enjoy being someone people can turn to for help. But at the same time, I don't enjoy the aformentioned shatting that seems to be inevitable for us.

I thought it was a good thing to be there for your friends. I think I'm a generally nice person. Am I wrong? I mean really? *sigh* anyway........ I'm done with that now I guess. Don't wanna "bust any heads" or anything by saying too much on here. It just kind of hurts my feelings that we're one of the first people to know and to offer ot help, yet the very last (and by last I mean, last possible minute last) to know what's going on with no explanation.

Anyway...... Gonna go to Industrial Nightmare tomorrow night with a bunch of friends to watch my honey in action. Can't wait. =) Should be fun. Pretty flippin expensiive house he works at but still... should be fun. hehe =) Hopefully he doesn't take it upon himself to scare the piss outta me or anything.. lol I told him to go after Christina.. hehe (I can hear her saying, "thanx robyn") hehe.

Got a call last night to help wash limos again this year, this time for the Breeders Cup Horse Races. Told him we'd hapily do it, but later on realized it's the same weekend that Andy is planning on coming in to visit so I dunno how that's gonna work now.. lol. Guess I'll have to check with Andy and see if that's indeed when he's coming or not.

Soooo, on to other news... I got to be one of the stops on the OsShirt's tour de world.. hehe =) I barely got to spend any time with it though as it's supposed to be traveling out of the country very soon and I had to have it to a certain destination by today. So when it arrived Wednesday I went to work snapping pics. hehe =) *Most* of the ones I took I'm not gonna show on this site, but they may surface in other places from time to time. I was so happy to be able to be on the list of people to get it.. makes me feelall special and shit.. hehe. Seeing as how I didnt ger much "quality time" with it, I'm being put back on the list for a future, hopefully longer visit. Maybe one day I'll get to meet the owner too. ;)

Hope Starts Here HNT

So everyone knows about my mom and her fight with cancer I'm sure. She's part of the reason I do this walk every year. She's not the only reason though, I started it the year before she ever got cancer, she's just since become my motivation. =)

This is the link to my website for the Making Strides Against Breast Cancer Walk. Just about everyone has been affected by this disease in some form. If not yourself, then your family, or a friend... it's everywhere. Did ya see the commercial recently about the injectable cure for cervical cancer? It said it eliminates the cells.... I didnt happen to catch why it's only confined to the cervix though. Anyway..... donate if you can.. I'm not asking for like 20 and 30 dollar donations... While those are nice... and greatly appreciated.. I'm also thrilled to see people give a couple bucks. I still love ya regardless of course.. hehe

And while I'm putting in plugs here... Check this one out today too.


This site is awesome. It's a Blog that raises money for the Susan G. Korman Foundation. Their homepage showcases donated pictures of covered boobies to honor Breast Cancer Awareness, and those that donate over 50 dollars, they get the code to get into the V.I.P. room. Worth every penny. =) Stop by and see them. You know I have a few pics submitted.

It is Cancer Awareness Month ya know. =)




Little more risque than I normally put on here anymore, but I can do what I want right? hehe

TMI Tuesday

1. Have you put anything edible on your partner's body, and then eaten it? Yep, lots of times. hehe

2. Have you ever had an AIDS test due to reasonable suspicion or hyperactive imagination? I've had one a couple times actually. Not cuz I thought I had Aids but because it was required to have the test done for certain things.

3. Have you ever fantasized about someone else other than your partner while you were engaged in sex, oral sex, or mutual masturbation? Not really

4. Have you ever engaged in sex, oral sex, or mutual masturbation while in a moving car? Yep.. given and received andlet me tell ya.. that takes some concentration on the road lol. A car being driven by someone not engaged in the sex, oral sex, or mutual masturbation? yep again... hehe.

5. Have you ever had sex so many times or for so long that one or both people involved runs dry? Yes.

Bonus (as in optional): Fill in the blank: Matt is sexy; Bam is sexier.

Wanna play along? Click the TMI Button and tell us all the things we really didn't wanna know. hehe

Walkin with my Momma

Took mom out for awalk in her wheelchair yesterday. It seemed to do her a little good too, she didn't exactly stay awake through our walk but she still got some fresh air. =) Then we went back home and I made her and I some lunch and hung out for a few hours to give Larry a break.

Friendly warning

This is just a fair warning to anyone concerned... I know there are some people that read my blog that are 1.Family 2.Christian 3.Think that my HNT pics are just terrible 4.Easily Offended..... and yes, theres been like 5 people that frequently like to complain about it.. lol so in light of all that, I thought I'd give a warning FAR in advance. If you're offended by nudity... then DON'T VISIT MY BLOG ON THURSDAY!

As you all know, Thursday is Half Nekkid Day. I've toned down my pictures on *this* site and have sicne been putting the good ones on another site just to please the whiners. hehe... anyway...

Every year, I do the Making Strides For Breast Cancer Walk in honor of my mom and Grandma who have both suffered from Cancer. This year is no different.. in fact this year I'm really pressing it because of my mom and her hardships...

So..... This year, I'm also participating in the Boobie-Thon that a group of women have been doing for years. They have a website that you can go see pics of boobies.... if you donate 50 dollars or more, then you get the code to unlock the "Uncovered Boobie" page.. if you chose not to donate, you still get to see the "covered boobie" page... I have pics on both this year.

And on Thursday, I'm going to update my blog to include the links to both pages... and yep, prolly show my boobies. So, just so you are all fore warned.. on Thursday, come ready with checkbook in hand because there needs to be some donating going on.

And now you have no reason to complain... because you've been warned.

Luvs.