Moving....... aaaaaaaaaaaaagain. lol

Moving this weekend. =) It's not the most convenient place we've ever lived in but it will work and be a better environment and situation than living at my grandmas has been this time around. I think that grandma NEEDS someone (besides my uncle who runs her down more than anything else does) living there with her anymore, but unless she would agree to let us rent the basement again then we can't live there. For one, I don't like sharing a room with Mikayla... that's not something I want her to get used to.. She's always had her own room, and never has gotten into a habit of sleeping with or near us and I don't want her to get used to it, or worse, get to where she expects or needs it. I've always felt really proud that I've made my kid independant enough that she has always slept by herself, in her own bed, in her own room, and I'm afraid that if we continue to share one big room with her, that she's going to start only feeling secure when she's near me at night. I couldn't handle that.. I barely like sharing my sleeping area with my husband, I'll be damned if I share it with my kid. I'm such a terrible sleeper that I just do better if I sleep by myself.. is why I end up on a couch or something bout half way thru the night... lol If it wouldn't offend Sean like it seems to, I'd actually prefer to be able to sleep alone....

But if gma would agree to let us into the basement again, I'd be ok living there. at least down in the basement it feels like theres a small sense of "our own space"..

Where we're moving to is also a basement. It's a much smaller area than Grandmas is though, and theres no access to the house from the inside of the basement.. you have to go outside and up the back porch stairs to get into the house.... where the one and only bathroom is located. i'm not sure how middle of the night potty needs are going to go.. thats the only part I'm kinda worried about. Mikayla isn't going to want to walk outside in the middle of the night, come into a dark house and thru someone elses bedroom to get to the bathroom. We considered getting one of those camp toilets for nighttime bathroomness and just emptying it daily... but I'm not sure how that will go either... lol But just like every other issue in life, It will get figured out somehow... =)