Day to Day

Yesterday we had to put my mom in the In-Patient Unit at Hospice. She's gotten to the point where she can't stand or move on her own at all, and none of us can lift or support her like we should anymore. It sucks because she's no longer right across the street, and because I know she wanted to be at home, and because it's just further proof staring at me..... it just sucks.

She's developed this place on her leg, they said it's caused by all the swelling.. but it looks like it hurts, doesn't seem to bothe her too much though. We went and seen her today and they said tha she's just very weak and starting to become jaundiced.

I hate seeing her like this, and it upsets me very much.... but I think it's starting to sink in for Mikayla too. All day she was saying how m uch she wanted to go see her Mamaw... we picked out a stuffed animal she could take her.... and we get there and moms sleeping, we're there for 10 minutes maybe and Mik says I wanna go home. After that she just seemed antsy... so we went and rode the elevator for awhile.. hehe which is amusing for me as well. =) We talked today about how you can talk to someone even if you can't see them. And we talked about the memories we have of mamaw cuz Mik asked today if she could ever stay the night with her again.. and I told her no and that mamaw was just too sick for it anymore.

Sigh

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On a brighter note.... the puppies are doing well... didn't ge to see them today but I will get over there tomorrow...

Going to take Mik trick or treating and to a haloween thing tomorrow with her little friend and her mommy... That should be fun... I LUV haloween... I may dress up tomorrow too just because i want to and you can't stop me.. hehe =)

Then Sunday is my Making Strides For Breast Cancer Walk..... last chance to donate.... hehe.. Before mentioned friends mommy is doing that with me as well. I didn't raise as much this year as I have previous years.. but I've had alot more things going on as well this year too so I can be forgiven.. I raised *some* at least... =) I could always get more between now and Sunday though (hint hint) hehe.

Pics to come you know.