busy week for me.

It's been a VERY busy week. lol These pics aren't in very good order but I'll put a caption under each of them so you can tell when they are from and all that. lol So let's see.... Last Saturday kicked off Derby around here with Thunder Over Louisville. We had a show that night at The Dugout so we went to the bar first to park and not have to fuck with traffic all day... and we just walked around downtown for like 5 hours handing out posters for that night. We ended up with a great crowd and a kick ass night of music.

Then, this week.. We had a show Wed. night at Exile, a show Thursday night at Uncle Plesants, and 2 shows Friday.. one at the Den of Sin and one at Exile that night. And Saturday was The Dugout again. lol so we've done nothing but listen to music all week long and I fucking love it. Then yesterday.. like we hadn't had enough yet.. hehe we went to Poetry of The Deads practice and chilled with them a bit then went out and cooked out with all the guys from Once Fed Lies. =)

So here's some pics.... hope you enjoy. =)

Me, Rob and Patty Saturday night at Exile for Incursion and Machinegun Skullfuck
Jamie (Thorn) and I at Exile Friday Night. He's a friend of mine that I've known since 8th grade.

Nick from Incursion and me. I went to High school with him. =) He's the Drummer.
Steve from Once Fed Lies and Me. =) KOOL-AIDE!!!!!!!!

Rob and Frogg from Machinegun Skullfuck at Exile Friday night with Incursion
Me, Eddy Metal, and PattyRocks from Aiiradio.net at Exile Friday night
Spyder from Machinegun Skullfuck and Me. =) Friday night at Exile

Troy and Steve kicking ass acoustic at Fenders Den of Sin Friday. Lol We all called into work for this show... bunch o' slackers. lmao
Patty Rocks and The Oh so Sexy Fender doing what they do on Aiiradio.net

My favorite Frogg. =)

Frogg and Spyder invoking the devil on stage at Exile. Opening for Incursion.

Staci and Eddy Metal at Exile

Hollie and Hope at the Dugout Saturday night. =)

I luv pics of Troy like this. You can tell how much he feels what he's singing. Once Fed Lies.

Our Goth-Mommy Donna and Frogg from Machinegun Skullfuck at The Dugout Saturday night.

Steve from Once Fed. He always takes the best pics.

Wayne.... the man..... owner of the Dugout in Germantown. Never been? You're missing out!

Rob, Sean, Frogg, Me, Tim, and Spyder of Machinegun Skullfuck day of Thunder. We were all sun burnt and sore.. lol

Smoochy Smoochy... We're too damned cute aren't we?

It's a Robyn Sammich.. hehe with Sean and Jayson from Poetry of The Dead. Thunder night

Me and Jeremy from Grae. Saturday night at The Dugout with Anton Mink and Once Fed Lies

Chloa from Anton Mink... I fucking LOVE them! =)

Grr

I'm getting tired of deleting spam so I had to turn my word verification back on.. Sorry. lol Damned spammers.

HNT

=) Anyone reading this from Louisville you really need to scroll down and check out two upcoming shows. =)

So sue me. lol

Yep I'm advertising again.... I'm gonna end up on the Blogger most wanted list.. hahahaha

Gotta love family.

It'll be 6 months on the 25th since my mom died. 6 months. That's half a year. Yep.


My grandma called me today bitching at me because Seans truck is broke down. Like I can fucking help that. She's mad cause he has to drive the van to work every day and I can't come out to see her. She said "I gave you the van, not sean". I'm not real sure how anyone elses marriage works, but in mine.. if you give me something, you're giving it to Sean too. That's just how it goes, and until he can get his truck fixed, he has to get to work. And in my opinion... it just makes more sense for him to TAKE the van instead of me having to wake Mik up every morning and get ready to take him all the way to work, then drive home, then go back to get him later then come home. That's twice as much gas, twice as many miles... on a van that has over 230 thou. miles as it is. She told me she does so much for me I should come out and see her.

Ummm.... you live with the man who molested me when I was a kid, he's not exactly the person I wanna come hang out with all day and just let my beautiful little daughter run around in front of. And on top of that, she's the very person who tried for years to take me from my mom because she was blind. She's called me a whore, she tells me on almost every occasion she sees me that I need to watch my weight and monitor what Mikayla eats so we don't get fat like my momma. Hateful fucking witch. I mean, I may not be the little bone rack I used to be but I'm nowhere near fat. Look at the picture below this post, that's my stomach... see any rolls? She's just a bitch. She always has been, and I guess she always will be. I kinda told her how I felt today and she straight up said to me "what would you do if I took you out of my will?" Like i fucking care. I'm obviously not a money hungry person. I've been poor my whole life, what difference does it make to me? I mean sure I could use that chunk of change but I don't count on it and to be honest, I don't even think about it. If being in your will means kissing your ass and letting you bash me every chance you get, then keep your fucking money.. it's not worth that to me at all.

It makes me so mad. I just want to cuss and hit things. But I don't.


I am so thankful for all our friends. If it wasn't for them I'd be crazy. I've learned that you can pick your family. And I have now. And it feels good.

I'm going for a walk.

New Tattoo HNT

So I've been kinda cheating on HNT lately.... cheating on my blog period I guess... But I've been busy. I've had all kinds of things going on and I'm loving it. =)

A Few weeks ago our friend Creed gave Sean and me tattoos.... So This one is my new tattoo. =)

And yes it's pretty low... you can see my c-section scar if you look at it hard enough.