Snowy days HNT

Louisville had a snow storm! We hardly ever get any real amount of snow but this storm kicked our ass. hehe =) Schools are closed all week (for the 2nd time this year) Poor kids will never get out of school this year with all the make up days they'll have. lol They declared us a State Of Emergency last night b4 it all really even hit.. lol they just knew it was gonna take us down.

I went to work today.. our van is hopelessly stuck so I had to walk.. and Sean and Mikayla walked me there and then played in the snow and took pics while I was at work.

My HNT pic is the first one... which I'm sure you could figure out on your own.. haha but anyway... the snow and ice pics are below the HNT. =)

And the HNT is another pic I just got today from the photo shoot I did with a friend of mine. =) I fucking love it. =)







This ones the street we live on
Our poor van lol
hehe my kid






The park i walk thru to go to work was a good place to show just how many trees were down. My grandma has a dead huge tree in her front yard, we never thought it'd survive the wind storm but it did.. but the ice kicked its ass too... lol like half of it is littering her yard still. too heavy to lift with all the snow on it. But we could hear the trees cracking as we walked thru the park today.. it was crazy.

Strict9Misery

These are the only two Pics I've seen so far from the ones I had taken. I'm going back Saturday to finish up. =)

eye see you =)

fun with photoshop

This wasn't one of the pictures I had taken last night. But My luv and I had to get the camera out and take some ourselves. hehe This was the only one I messed around with tonight. Figured I'd show off my light editing and whatnot. =)

This one's the original

Window shoppin (again)

Went last night and had *some* of my photos done. =) Had too much fun. I'll show em off once I get copies of them. We only had like 3 hours so I only got to use two outfits, but I'm definitly going back!

Going today with Manda to look at dresses. Went with her last week to the mall and found a couple I liked at Dillards but the smallest size they had was a 6. I need like a 2. lol Looked online, and Davids Bridal has the dress I liked best in a size 2.. yay! hehe so I'ma go try it on there and see what it looks like if it actually fits me.


They also have this one, and the picture is tiny lol but you can see it still. It looks a lot like the one I like but this one is a short dress. And it comes in the purple I want my girlys to wear... so I'ma make Manda model it for me... hehe

HNT in da tub

k, so don't pay any attention to the shitty wall in the background. =)

I've become so happy in my skin lately. i'm having professional pictures done this next week that I'll be showing off soon I'm sure.

Nothing relaxes me more than a hot bath.

Happy Half-Nekkid Thursday all!

Mwah!

Interviewed

Os decided to interview everyone who asked him to... hehe so here's the questions he's got for me. =) And the rules..

Here are the "official" rules:

1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by emailing you five questions. I get to pick the
questions.
3. You will update your blog with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else
in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five
questions.

1. Is there some sort of significance that your name is spelled with a 'y', instead of an 'i'? Not really. My mom wanted something different, and everyone uses an "i" so I got a Y instead. My middle name Michele only has one "l" also.
2. Who is your favorite pro wrestler? John Cena, but not for wrestling reasons.... unless you count wanting him to wrestle me to the ground. ;)
3. What do you think of a man in uniform? My hubby is a marine.... hehe I LUV a man in uniform. ;)
4. Any plans for piercings in any of your more "tender" parts? I've been thinking about it. Couple friends of mine have their *hoods* pierced and really like it, so I've been thinking about it. =)
5. What's your happiest memory from your high school days? My high school days weren't the best really. I can't really think of one thing in particular that I'd choose as my happiest tho. I enjoyed cheerleading, and the night we faked going to prom.. hehe I think my best memories come from where I worked during high school actually. South Park Drive In... hehe I had a blast there!




Thanks Os, now leave a comment if u want me to interview you. ;)

changes so fast

I started blogging years ago so I'd have an outlet for the things on my mind.
But I've never really used my blog to say everything I was pondering.
There are too many family members and others that read this and for some reason I'm afraid of what they'll think if I say something in particular.... or I'm afraid it'll get spread around to everyone, or that I'll have to answer to someone for something y aknow.... so everything stays inside my head.

For over a year now the same thing has been bothering me. I've tried to get over it on my own, and to just work it out in my head but it's not working.... and I'm afraid that because I can't fix it myself, that I'ma do something irrational and fuck something up.

I'm right on the edge.... teetering as to which direction I want to go. And everytime I think I have something weighting me to one side, someone grabs it back from me and makes me unsteady again.

One day I'ma fall off this log I'm trying to cross. And all hell will break loose. I can already see it.

All I can say is this, and it won't matter because the one I need to read it won't... and if they do, they won't get it.... But...... Cherish what you have today because it may not always be there.