That's Mrs. to you!

Well, things are going pretty good around here lately. I figured out that if you make under 52 thou. a year, that you can file your taxes online at taxcut.com for free. And it's pretty easy. So I did that the other day and got an email today that I should get my refund around Valentines Day... so yay for that. =)

Everything with the concert is going smoothly. Well minus one thing, but I can't talk about that just yet.. Grr. But because of this show, Sean got hired onto Aiiradio.net as a DJ. It's not a paying job but it's something he's always wanted to do so who cares if it pays or not.. and one day it will if he sticks with it. It pays in other ways though. We can both get into most any concert or show we want to now because of it. That's a bonus. =) Plus, I got an email today from Anvil Grey. They want me to be one of their promoters. =) If I arrange them a paying gig, then I get paid from it as well. Plus, I get to hang out and shit with the band and go to shows. =) Yay! This is all so exciting for us. hehe We're like kids in a candy store right now.

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Kinda had a break down the other day. Something happened and I really wanted to talk to my mom about it. It's not the first time since she's died that I've felt the urge to call her, but it was definitly the hardest to get through. I think I've done a great job of coping with this, but every once and again, I just kinda lose it for a little while. *sigh* guess that'll fade.

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I think we're going to be moving soon. For one, I'm tired of staring at moms old apt. every day, but for two, I'm sick of this tiny ass place.. lol Sean worked Saturday helping this band film it's video over at Industrial Nightmare... Well, he's walking around talking to Van while the band is working and he points to this barrel with this big foam dead chic coming out of it and says 'I'm gonna take that home with me' and Van says.. Go ahead. lol So he did. And now this big ass barrel with this dead chic is sitting in my dining room next to the kitchen table because it won't fit anywhere else in this house. Nice. It stands about as tall as me. And Mik's not scared of it or anything but sometimes when ya come into the kitchen in the middle of th enight, half asleep, not paying attention, flip the light on and Wham!

It startles you a little bit, no matter how used to it you are. Lmao!

Metal Night

The first Metal Night was a great success. And we had too damned much fun! Staying out till 330 on a wednesday isn't the best idea though.. lol and it sucks cause I know we won't be able to get a sitter every week to go, and I'd love to be able to always go.

I have to say that I'm stoked that we've been able to do all this for Creed, and that the shows have been so much fun and everything, but on a more selfish note, because of all this, Sean and I have become close friends with so many great people that otherwise we'd have never gotten the chance to know. The two bands False and Incursion have some of the nicest guys in them. And I realized that one of them I've known since high school.

Sean met a few of them working at the haunted house this past year, but now we're friends with all of them, and we've been missing out for real. Great group of people.
Here's a few of the pics from Wed. night. And following them is the new poster for the Feb. 8th show. This is the official poster and I know that not all of you are near me, but if you're in the Louisville or even Indiana area, print it out and post it for me somewhere public! =) And then show up at Petrus on the 8th and get drunk and party!

HNT Late

Last night was the first "Metal Night" we're hosting at Petrus every Wednesday. The first couple of them are to raise money for Creed, but after all that, they are just to help local music take off better.

I know I'm really late for HNT today... but here's a pic from last night that oughta fit in here. lol =)

This is me and Creeds wife Sherry.

Look! Proof!

Congratulations, Robyn!
Your IQ score is 129

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Dishonesty

Something happened. I don't even think I can accuratly put into words what I feel about this. I'm very hurt, and even more so, I'm very disappointed in someone. I'm not going to bust any heads just yet, but if my suspicions are true, then life is going to get really ugly for one particular person. (Not sean either you all... lol don't go thinking that)

I put my trust, my full trust into someone. And what I found out last night almost broke my heart. I don't even know what to say. The worst part is that it's one of those "he said she said" type situations and nothing can really be proved, it's just word of mouth. But all signs point to yes in my book. I hate to write off a friend, but if this is true, said friend will be lucky if I don't call the cops on em.

I hate a liar.

And I'm sorry I have to be so vague. One I know more, I'll post more.

I luv to photoshop.

More than one HNT

We all know how much I like mirrors. =) So when I got inside Petrus and realized that their walls are nothing but mirrors, you know I had to take some pics. hehe =)

Benefit #1

The show Sunday went great! The first band was kinda cranky cause they thought that no one would like their music, but everyone did, so they had fun. =) The other 3 bands KICKED ASS though.. I'd never seen them play before this and I loved all three of them. Inner Blue, False and Anton Mink. I got Cd's from all 3 of em.. hehe The video below is of Anton Mink. I didn't get video of any of the others though.... it actually wasn't even my video lol...

We raised about 300 bucks... could have had a better turnout but oh well... we had a blast with just 50 some odd people. And Petrus is all about me and Sean now too... they want us to start doing a Metal Night every Thursday. False is all about helping us promote the next show too so it should be packed. Our goal is to have to turn people away! =)


Me announcing Anton Mink and thanking everyone.


Anton Mink

Me, Fender from AirRadio, Sean and Donna
The Crowd
Anton Mink's singer, Me, and Fender
To Metal Night!

Pinhead

LMAO! Was over at Hella's Blog and seen this quiz. I thought it was cute so I tried it.. hehe Damn I'm Evil....... and all this time we thought I was innocent!


You scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.

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Michael Myers		70%
Jason Voorhees		65%
Jigsaw		55%
Captain Spaulding		50%
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Freddy Krueger		35%
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The Kick-Off

Last night was the comedy show to kick off all our benefit shows for Creed. =) I can say his name now because he knows all about it. His friend TJ and I told him the day before the comedy show so that we could get him to go there with us.

It was soooo much fun too. I laughed till my face hurt.. hehe Someone brought in a goodie basket full of penis toys and candles and shit like that, and we raffled it off for a buck a chance, and she brought a basket of chocolate penis and boobie suckers that we sold too. And of course we had to buy them for ourselves and take silly pictures. hehe =)

So now, that show is over, I'm awaiting the first concert Sunday. It's the smaller of the two shows but no doubt it's gonna kick ass!


This is Creed and his wife Sherri.
This is (from left to right) Deena, Me, Creed, and Manda (and little Marky 3 in da belly)
This is Creed and his wife and all the comics that performed. =)
Me, Creed, and his parents.
Creed putting a buck between Mandas chocolate boobies. =)
Me, Deena and our cock suckers. Yes they have nuts on the nuts. ;)

It's just Thursday

I recently received a copy of this picture. It's of one of the doves we released at my moms memorial. A lot of people tried to get pictures of the doves for me but it was hard to catch them on film. This was my favorite out of all the ones I've seen so far. And I thought today was an appropriate day to show it.



*At least we know our blogger friend is in good hands*

No HNT Today

HNT is cancelled for the day today. It's been reported that one of our fellow bloggers was killed in a car accident. She will be greatly missed, and while I'm sure she'd love for the nekkidness to continue, we're holding off this week. Go see Os for more info.

I was one of the "lucky" ones that got to know Betcha. We'd chatted quite a few times through gmail and we became pretty good friends so it really does break my heart to hear of all this. I can't imagine what her husband has to be going thru right now either.

*sigh* It's always sad when God takes someone so young.... she was younger than I am.

Anyway, Happy HNT all the same, and my thoughts are with all of you who are greiving over this wonderful young woman this week.

Updated Me

Well I think the concert for Jan. 14th is all planned out now. Only thing I'm still working on is obtaining a PA system for the upstairs stage... but other than that, everything else is in order. =) I can't wait till the show. There are so many people I've met through LouisvilleMojo that I've never gotten to meet in person. And all of them will be at the concert. =) I'm pretty excited about it now.

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I think we're gonna move soon. We've been talking about moving more toward the south end of the city lately and I think we're gonna try it. Everyone we ever hang out with lives either HIllView, Fairdale or Dixie and all 3 of those areas are like half an hour from us.. lol........... Plus, to rent a 3bdrm. house out that way costs about the same as this shoebox apt. does. We just need to move and get everything situated before it's time to enroll Mik into school. I don't want her to be one of those kids that jumps from school to school all the time.

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My cousin bought me a refurbished computer for Christmas. He said he did it because he knew we needed one and he wanted to thank me for everything I do for him... I thought that was super sweet of him. So, now I've got it lal hooked up and running, and it's sooo much better than that P.O.S. I was using. lol My copy of Windows is LEGAL again... Whoo-Pee! lol He had told me it had 16 gigs on it..... and that's awesome compared to the 6 gig POS I had before.... friggin Windows takes up like 4 gigs already.. lol so on the other one I had *just enough* room to install firefox onto it.

Anyway, I get this one hooked up and everything, turn it on, and am looking around to see what programs and shit it's got and it's loaded down with stuff..... so I figure I'll lighten it up a bit and delete some of the things I'll never use... so I go and check the pie chart thingy that shows how much free space you've got.... and it says that I have 74.5 gigs and that 62 of them are still free. 62!!! OMG! I've never had a computer with that much space on it... lol Gawd.

So Sean gets all excited that he has so much space and goes and downloads LimeWire again..... lol which is cool I guess.... I've found all kinds of really old songs I used to love and then lost the cd or whatever... Sooo.... now I have a decent computer again.... Yay!

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I had a really fun New Years. I was going to do the Highs and Lows of 2006 type thing like everyone else did but I decided that it was more of a low year than a high year, and I'm doing pretty good about everything so I'm not going to pull it all back out again just yet.

So just to sum it all up quickly......

My high of 2006 is all my friends. I met SOOOOOO many wonderful people last year. The majority of them on the internet. And I wouldn't trade them for anything.... I'm not even going to list names because there are so many that I'd forget a few and feel bad for forgetting them.... so you know who you all are. =)

My low is obvious. Losing my momma. =( But I'm coping with it well I think, and each day it gets a little brighter, so I'm trying not to dwell on anything.


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2007 has been a whole new experience for me so far already. Sean and I both quit smoking New Years Eve at Midnight. And neither of us have sneaked to smoke or anything... Going on 7 days today smoke free. I haven't really mentioned it because I get a little irritable when 50 people in one day ask me how I'm doing quitting.... lol But at the same time, I need people to stay on me a little. =)
But we're doing a great job... I've read that if you can make it to 10 days that the physical addiction to the nicotine is gone. It takes it 10 days to get out of your body.... so I'm almost there.. lol I still find myself REALLY wanting to smoke but it isn't so much because of any chemical I'm craving, it's more of something to hold and inhale like that........ and those of you that know me know what I've been doing isntead.. lol

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So that's the update on me for now... It had been a couple days since I wrote anything itneresting... =) Lol

New Tattoo HNT

My new tattoo. I was gonna show the updated pic like last weeks but I think I'm gonna save it for later. =) Both of these have been photo shopped some... =)

Happy HNT!

It's a Boy!

Ok, I've been waiting to really say anything, but she's obviously not going to and I'm excited. lol Sooo...... here's a pic of my Manda... notice anything different?


Yep.. that's a Lil Marky in there. =) And it actualy IS a Marky too.... she found out yesterday that it's a boy. Lil Mark Douglas III. They are gonna call him Tre.
So anyway.. I think it's too cute, and very exciting and her monkey ass hasn't been at work lately to blog so I'm doing it for her cause I can't take it any longer!

Congrats to 2 of my bestest friends. You're "real" life is about to begin now. Single life ain't got shit on parenthood!
Mwah!