good stuff go boom!

Seans boss owns a firework store and he asked me to help run it this year.. I'm so excited.. lol I'm very ready to work for a bit, and to get away from this house and all the lets get mad at robyn nonsense that happens always. My grandma raised her hand like she was going to hit me the other day... over some paint on the walls of the basement. She swore they were painted witht he wrong paint because my uncle told her we did it wrong.. and whatever said uncle says to her is like gods word.... but the situation as it really happend was this.... YES, we did use the wrong paint..... for the FIRST coat... I give you that, yes wrong paint for first coat... BUT, we used the RIGHT paint for the second coat. and the second coat is the one that matters right? I mean I'm pretty sure when I check out someones painting job, I don't scrape off a layer to see how it looks 2 layers down....

And on top of that nonsense, the 4th friggin coat we finally put on it just to appease all and let everyone think we are wrong like always... but it looks the EXACT same as it did. I can still rub my knuckle down it and my fingers white.... so the real paint isn't any better than what we did the first coat with..... it's just stupid.. and all I was trying to do was tell grandma that fine Iw ould go paint it Again. and she pulled her hand back like she was going to backhand me......

so yeah.... feelings a little hurt, but i should be used to it right? I do and do and do... I do absolutly everything I can for everyone but myself for as long as the hours of the day allows..... and then when its time for appreciation, it's nowhere to be found..... yay me.



But fuck all that... it's a new day and I figured out a way to get me some work instead of hover around grandmas til someone says hey robyn do this...... Yep... Seans boss asked me to help run his firework store in austin indiana. I ride with the other guy i work with everyday and we work open til close til the 4th... I'm so friggin excited... We went and wore my little ass out getting the store unpacked and stocked real neatly.... omg some of that shits heavy too.. lol but I'm STOKED that I get to sell indian fireworks this year... up to this point, the 8 times I've sold fireworks (in those tents you see everywhere) have been in KY where our firework laws teeter on elementary level shit.... omg they suck if it goes in the air or says boom too loud we can't have it, and they will get you for having them...... so yay to selling the good big BOOOOOOM stuff this year.. hehe and I get to do em for free... hehe yay again. lol

tired.... lol worked my little ass off today.. think I'm gonna hand the laptop over to my love so he can blow up innocent animals on his wild ones game that he's newly addicted to... lol

Luvs.