This and That

I am sitting here drinking a bottle of water. My 2nd today. Yep WATER.... Manda would be so proud. =) This kidney stone bullshit has to stop already... I can only take so much...... This one has been weird. Usually, I'll pass it, and the pain just goes away, but not this time. THis time I passed it and the pain subsided... and one day it'll not hurt all day and I'll feel great, then the very next day it's killin me again... so I dunno. They said the Ct Scan didn't show any more, but who knows.. somethings going on.. and I have no insurance so unless I go in there in some sort of severe pain they just look at me like I want pain pills. Grrrrr. So, thus the water.... lol I figure theres a few things I can do at home to help myself and drinking water would be one of them... so here I am.. on my second bottle. yay tasteless blah water. haha

Seans band is under "reconstruction" now too... lol His bass player has threatened to quit like 4 times now and he finally followed thru on it the other day... taking the drummer with him. And you're thinking..... OH NO...... but it's not as bad as it sounds really.

Like I said, bass player has threatened it before so we all knew he'd eventually go elsewhere... it was more expected than anything... and the drummer is only 20 and his girly friend is due anyday now to pop out their first baby.... so everyone wondered if he'd be able to handle being a new daddy and keep up with the band being so young... and that's totally understandable... being a parent is exciting enough to keep ya busy the first few years. =)

They weren't playing any more shows til Nov. 1st anyway because the Haunted Houses open up next weekend and Sean starts working for Industrial Nightmare again and couldn't play any shows til that's over anyway...

This band was formed by Sean and Steve anyway. It was their idea, and they are the two remaining.. so it's far from over. It's being re-born. There are 3 auditions set up already to replace bass and drums and they are all very good musicians so no doubt that it'll kick even more ass once they've revamped. =) THey get to keep all their music... there wasn't any "i wrote this one and this one" issues because all the ones Sean and Steve want to keep they wrote anyway. Or Donna or I did... lol

So stay tuned everyone.... Chaotic Vengenace has got some sick ass music headed your way... look for em by December I'd say. =)

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Lost one of my best friends this past week. He apparently has too many issues with Sean to be able to remain my friend so we decided to just say goodbye. I've been hearing things for over a month that he's been saying about me though so my heart was broken there long before our talk anyway... I just didn't bring it all up to him because it's better for me if I just let it go. I'm so sick of rumors. I like being a part of this huge circle of people we've met through the music industry here in Louisville, but at the same time, I always feel like I'm caught up in the middle of some stupid high school drama. This person said this about this person and so on..... I don't care. I don't like being in it.... I just thought I could trust this one person but apparently I couldn't.... and it hurts more than I thought it would.

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Burnt the shit out of my hand the other day.... lol not at work either.... nope, I hurt myself at home instead. haha. The coils on the top of your oven that heat the oven up.... yeah I stuck the top of my thumb to one.... burnt it so good that I didn't even feel it happen... I smelled it instead. It's starting to heal up now... I've kept it good and clean without medical assistance lol but it'll leave a super scar I'm sure.
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My Zoe kitty comes limping up to me yesterday.... shes got like a callous or something on the second pad of her foot... it's not swollen or red or anything... but it's got this callous looking spot thats got a round center to it... reminded me of a wart but I've been instructed that cats can't get warts on their feet pads... so she's either like pricked it on something or it's a callous and it's tender when she puts pressure on it. She'll let me squeeze around it and check out her webbing and other toes and everything without meowing or trying to get away so it's not like major pain or anything..... dunno... I'ma give her a couple days and if it's no better I'll take her to the vet.


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Our friend Kat who was supposed to be coming in to visit us all October from England might not be coming now. Her daughter and her mom were in a really bad car wreck 4 days ago. Her daughter is almost 2.... broke her arm and they found a little blood on her brain but they drained it off and it's fine now... she'll be fine once her arm heals but her mom is in pretty bad shape. She has numerous broken bones and has put herself into kind of a self induced coma... they are only giving her about a 30% chance of survival. So everyone send your good vibes that way. I asked a few weeks ago for good thoughts for my friend Staci's daughter and she has recovered fully now so the good thoughts are working... keep it up for Kat please! She needs everything she can get right now! =)

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K, now that the bad news is out of the way.... lol

Went out with my friend Nick from work last night.... all we did was walk around the neighborhood, talk and then went for dinner but we had a great time. I like spending time with Nick. On our walk though we passed by grandmas house and there was junk set out! I was so impressed! lol Brian finally came over and got that shit out of the basement.... Grandma said he came over with Kristy's mom and they got a lot out and said they'd come back next weekend and do the rest... makes me happy cause I know how happy that has to make Grandma. =)

Not sure if I've told everyone or not yet but I'm also a DJ on the station Sean DJ's for now. My shows are every Monday night at 8pm til 11pm est. ALL of you should tune in and come in the chat and chat with me.. my chat room stats are low but I average like 30 thousand listeners each show... so you should all come listen to my show and join me in the chat. =) www.wildliferadio.com every monday at 8pm est. "The Sexier Side of The Dark Carnival" hehe

Going out to a couple cemetaries I've never been to tomorrow with like 6 people lol... should be fun. =) I'll have pics of course.... I love the cemetary... lol






And most of you all prolly are doing it anyway, but everyone wish Moose luck on her move. =) I'm guessing she's good and stressed... lol Luvs ya girly!