a little birthday fun.... more to come.

Well my weekend was awesome. Sean arranged a surprise party for me at Deenas after I got off work Saturday night... He took me out to eat at Chili's cause I'd never been there and then we went over to Dee's. I was under the impression that it was just gonna be him and me and josh deena mark and manda that night but we pull up and Russ is there. Then slowly but surely all kinds of people start showing up.... hehe we beat them all there.

I loved it though. I kinda don't like holidays anymore cause all I can think of is I can't call my mom I can't call my mom....... and it brings me down.... specially not getting that Happy Birthday Phone call. But Sean cheered me up. =)

The party went great, I'll post pictures after I get off work today... I'ma have to do a slide show I guess cause I have over a huindred... lol Assholes threw me in the pool... haha and my friend Brent showed up... that was the best part. I haven't seen him in awhile and I miss him so much. He lives out of town so to make it to my late night party was so awesome of him. =)

Then Sunday, when it was my actual birthday I spent the day being lazy with my love and people came over that couldn't make it out Saturday. THEN, my grandma calls me....... Grandma scares the shit out of me sometimes. She's normally so sweet to me and we can talk forever but something sounded weird about her voice and she was being really mean. Kept saying things like "well I'm your grandma....." I think she was mad cause my cousin organized a party for all the August birthdays and I had to work and couldn't make it or bring Mikayla. BUT, no one asked me before hand if that date would be alright.... so I didn't ask off work. I would have had I known. I don't try to avoid anyone but no one seems to understand that I HAVE to work. Yeah sean is drawing unemployment right now but I also have to work..... I just hate when she does that to me.... it makes me want to just leave this town for good. I stay here for her........ but if she starts treating me the way my other grandma treats me too then it'll be better for my mind to just go. I feel so stretched anymore.... I work full time, I'm amom full time and I have to take care of a house that my husband barely touches.... so when I do finally get an off day, all I want to do with it is sit at home and be lazy.... I don't want to go do something with a million people who are gonna ask a milion questions about my life ya know. That and I have a certain someone that I care not to see anymore... I used to be proud of them but another friend of mine has been telling me about them calling wanting things so I'm not even gonna touch that subject ever again.

So anyway, I'm 29 now. yay lol. And I've rambled enough now.... lol

My kid's party is the 16th at Deenas house..... and since I didn't go to theirs, I bet no one comes to hers..... but we'll see I guess. I've started inviting back up children.... haha just to make sure she has little friends to play with. I really hope my one cousin can come.... bring all her kiddo's and let em all play.... I enjoy spending time with her and her family... they are awesome.

Gotta get ready for work now tho..... I'll post pics tonight.... but I'll leave you with this one.... this is Me and Russ in the pool.... haha It took 4 men to get me in the pool.... fully fucking clothed... lol Russell finally managed cause he was willing to go in too.... haha




Assholes.... lol
I didn't let go of him... haha he WAS going in with me.
This is Jeremy and Josh trieing... I got out of this though.. and pushed Josh in in the process. I'm a frikkin spider monkey. I wrestle constantly with guys that double my size... don't fuck with me, I'm a tough little thing. My friend at work tells me all the time that I have the heart of a Pit Bull and the body of a chihuahua.


Jeremy trying his best..... I like this picture though cause my hair looks neat.