I luv you guys.

I have to say Thanks. I never realized so many people out there loved me. I just want you all to know that I printed out my comments from ym last post and put themin a frame. I'm gonna prolly scrapbook a page with them because every one of them made me feel awesome. I WILL be referring back to them as well as things come up and I need something to cheer me up. =)

Took grandma to her knee doctor yesterday, and they gave her a clean bill of health, said her knee healed perfectly and she can resume normal activity... so I'm gonna take her ot driving in the next day or two to make sure she's not nervous about it.. Grandma gets nervous easiey and sine she hasn't drove in almost 3 months.. I don't wanna just throw her back into it ya know.

I also found a wellness clinic located in Nevada that I've contacted. My mom and I get to visit family in az. in august so I'm hoping they'll agree to see her at this clinic while we're there. They have a lot of natural treatments that they've very successfuly used. It's worth a shot... I just keep thining more and more lately that maybe medicine isn't always the way to go. Maybe some of the natural and holistic methods are just as good. I'm going to check into natural doctors in my town also and see about getting me and my family signed up to visit one.

I've already done a few things like cut out most red meat from our diet. I've switched from hamburger to turkey and no one has noticed... I mean I told Sean lol but Mik doesn't seem to notice any difference. I think it tastes the same, only thing I find different is that ground turkey is a bit mushier than ground beef is, but the taste is great. I switched to turkey bacon and bologna a long time ago as well. It's just little things like this that I want to try out... just to see if it makes any differences. Most my family thinks I'm nuts or turning into a freak of some sort but I am so scared of cancer anymore... and these are all things that have been proven to cause it.

Going camping this weekend.. Despite all the hassle from last week... lol We're taking all the kiddos up to Rough River.... I've never been there before so it should prove to be lots of fun... already went and got all the food and supplies.. now I just gotta pack up our clothes and off we go. We're renting a boat on Saturday too and according to the weather it's supposed to be a beautiful weekend... let's hope they're right. Got Mik her own little sleeping bag and princess flashlight lol so she feels like a big girl now with her own supplies.

I'm soooooo happy that my mom is going too.... haven't been camping with her in like 15 or more years. We went and got them an air mattress so the old folks don't hurt their backs lol. And I waterproofed their tent for them the other day. I can't wait... bringon the weekend.

Anyway... just wanted to throw a quick update in here for all who's interested. =) I'm doing better now... had a talk with my hubby and all your comment son top of that really helped me put things in perspective. I guess I should expect to be sad about it every now and then but I can't let it sit in my mind the whole time and bring me down... Gotta live life to the fullest right?