Tis the Season

And the rushing begins.... it's my least favorite part of the holidays. I hate rushing. Tonight we've got dinner and gifts with my moms best friend. She didn't want anything to change about our tradition just because moms not here anymore so hopefully tonight is a joyful time for us all. =) Then tomorrow is "make sure everythings wrapped day". lol Friday is Seans birthday... big 29.... my hunny's getting old.. hehe
We're supposed to go out to Deenas to hang out and exchange ornaments in the afternoon, then move on to my other Grandmas for the evening, so Friday will be stuffed full. Christmas Day we have to go to Grandmas in the morning for breakfast and gifts.. then spend the rest of the day at Seans moms............

Hopefully it all goes smoothly. Nothing ever does though, lol so we'll just wait and see I guess.

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Our Concert is moving right along... I'm waiting to hear back from 3 bands now and after they respond then I have everyones dates set up. It looks to be a great show. =) So Jan. 14th come down to Phenoix Hill and join us.... 10 bucks a head... but 21 and up only.

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All the puppies have been sold I think. I had brought my Uncle over to my house last night for dinner since Grandma is in that rehab place right now, and when I took him back home, there was a man with Brian checking out the pups. It's great that they've all got homes now, but at the same time, I'm gonna miss playing with em... they are soooo cute. I washed harolds clothes all day yesterday and just stayed in the basement playing with all the dogs. They are so sweet. Gotta give the boy some credit.. he may not give them much attention, but they sure are loveable babies. Mik has been around all his dogs since he got them and theyve never once offered to hurt her or anything, and that really says alot about them in my opinion.

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Grandma called me last night, she might be getting out of the nursing home before Christmas. Her insurance is dicking her around so she might not get to stay there much longer. I'd rather have her home though, they aren't doing anything for her that she couldn't do herself at home. She's just been real sick to her stomach lately and they can't figure out why or control it very well..... *shrug*

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I've been trying to open myself up so that I can hear from my mom too but so far she hasn't contacted me(that I know of). BUT, yesterday when Mik woke up she told me about this "bright colored angel" that was in her room. She said she flew in and stayed above her bed, then kissed her head and said I love you little angel. And yes it was Mikayla who told me all this. Mom always called her her little angel, so it makes me wonder if it was mom. Maybe she knows that I'm ok and focuses her energies to contacting Mik instead.

I've been teaching Mik lately to journal her dreams. When she wakes up in the mornings, she tells me what she dreamt about that night and I write it down for her. One day years from now, I think it'll be avery interesting thing for her to be able to look back and see what she dreamt about as a child.

I would love to hear from my mom though. You make think I'm crazy but in my lifetime, anytime I've needed my dad, all I have to do is find a quiet place, clear my mind and he'll appear to me. Not necessarily as an image, but I can feel him, I know he's there.. and so far, I haven't felt mom with me. But like I said, maybe she needs tobe with Mik more than me, and I'm ok with that if that's the case. =)

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I'm still not sure if I'm supposed to mention this or not so I won't say any names... But I have 2 friends that are pregnant right now... and I just wanted to say Congrats! to them both... One was a little unplanned, but mommas excited none the less now that she's gotten used to the idea. I can't wait for the new little ones to get here though.... nothing better than a newborn. =)

I guess that's about all the updates I've got for now... lol I've been thinking about this "3 wishes HNT" for tomorrow and I can't come up with anything too awful interesting.. lol we'll see come tomorrow I guess. =)