idk part 14

So can you all sense the pissed off-ed-ness in my past 2 posts?? Yes i'm kinda mad about something. I don't want to just come right out and say what it is but it really hurt my feelings.

Some things were said about me that I never dreamed would ever be said about me. Like, name calling doesn't bother me, talkin shit about me doesnt bother me, but there are a few catch phrases that can just rip my heart apart, and all of them were spoken... by the same person.

I've talked with this person about it and they think it's all been worked out between us, but it's just not in my mind. I'm not sure how to make it ok in my head. I don't want it to affect the relationship I have with this person but so far it has been, and it's purely because I can't seem to get over the fact that it was said, regardless of reason.

Just the simple fact that this person dind't even think twice about it, just quickly offered up everything that could ever hurt me.. and thinks because we talked about it and they said sorry that makes it alright. Which I guess it should be, I said things were fine, I shouldn't lie if they aren't right? Idk.... ugh idk idk idk

I'm baffled is what it is i think. I'm just amazed that it was even said. If I could repeat it, you would understand.... but I can't repeat it.

ugh idk idk idk


The two posts below this one are related to this too.......