Ramblings

Isn't it funny how life works out sometimes?

The other day for example..... We had really bad storms come through our town... and I was at work sitting in our dining room watching the main street outside flood... and The guy I was working with and me kept saying.... Someones gonna wreck right there.... everyone was driving way too fast and there was at least a foot of standing water on the road..... but no wrecks.... till I get home....

Russ calls.... on his way home from my house he wrecked his car on the expressway.

Makes me feel bad for anticipating a wreck in front of my store..... Karma.

Russ and car are both alright now... he had to do some repairs to the car but for the most part nothing major was wrong...


Then I'm sitting at home last night thinking about how bored I am... and how it'd be awesome to talk to my out of town friends..... and the phone rings..... and it's friggin them! I haven't talked to them in over a year... haven't talked to them about calling or anything, and the one time I'm sitting there thinking about them..... they call.. kinda freaky. lol




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So Haloween is almost here now. =) I bought Mik a bride costume cause she wants to be a dead bride, well Seans mom emails me the other day and tells me to not blood and gore her up for church... hahahahahaha so she'll just be a plain old bride for church I guess.. lol

So I know you've all watched Ghost Hunters too right? On Sci Fi.... It's a great show... weeeelllllll.... dvr or tivo it Halloween night everyone cause they'll be here in my town... Louisville. They are doing another special on "the most haunted place on earth" Waverly Hospital... I could tell you personal stories for hours about this place and my visits there.. I luv it there... but this is the 2nd or 3rd time now that the Ghost Hunters have come here to examine it... and this should be a great episode. =)

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Did pretty good yesterday about mom. I ended up taking half of a half of a xanax to help me out... but I did fine I think... Even the couple hours I sat here all by myself waiting on Sean to get home from the Haunted House. I know mom's better and even though I miss her like crazy knowing she's not sick anymore always takes over my sadness.
I did keep thinking tho about last year.... the night after she died, Sean had to work the haunted house and I had to stay home by myself all night then too... that night was pretty bad.

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Supposed to go out Haunted Housing tonight.... should be fun.. I think Manda's going if she can find a sitter (welcome to my world finally lol), and Deena is gonna go I think and I know my amber is going. I haven't seen her since Russ's party so I'm glad to get to hang out with her. =) I'd like to go hang out with Jodie afterwards but I'm not sure how I'd get in to get to her.. lol so I won't do that I guess. I have a sitter until about 10 tomorrow night too but I have to work all fucking day long tomorrow so that blows monkey nuts! lol Oh well. Least I get to go out tonight.

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Know something funny? I'm listening to my itunes right now and I have them set to shuffle or whatever... and the jumps it takes is weird sometimes.. lol Go from like Marilyn Manson to friggin Strawberry Wine..... lol that just doesn't seem right does it? haha

Anyway, I'm just rambling now but I haven't gotten to make a real good post in awhile so it's kinda nice to just ramble.

Everyone have a good day. I luv you all. =)