Blue ska-doo... we can too!

So far, I'm still loving my job. Thinking about taking on some more hours, but I'm not sure yet about that. I'd love it if I could find someone who'd watch my kiddo during the day because they keep telling me how much they want me full time uring the days there. He's told me I could bring my daughter to work with me if I wanted to but I don't know how well that'd go over. I may take her one nght with me just to see how she does, and go from there. I see going to work as kind of a break though o I'm not sure I even want to take her along with me.

Moms doing worse. Hospice told us she's starting the journey downhill now, and although it should be a slow journey, it's still not what I wanted to hear ya know. I guess I've been secretly hoping that by not thinking about it, that it would just go away but it's not working out that way. I really hate this. My grandma and I are starting work on a HUGE surprise party for her birthday, I think we're going to do it early so she's up for it as her birthdya isn't until December. It may sound silly to celebrate a birthday early like that but we want her to have one more good party and if we have to do it in October or November to ensure she gets it, then so be it.

Having troubles planning Mik's borthday as well, it's in 2 weeks. I want to have it at my grandmas house cuz she's got a yard and so much more room than anyone else I know but my bitch ass cousin won't bring her kids to grandma cuz the basement isn't up to thier standards yet. Normally I'd say fuck them and have it there anyway and just not care if they come or not, but this isn't my birthdya, it's my daughters and what's the point of a family birthdya party if her little cousins arent there to play with her ya know? I'd much rather say screw them but in this case I gues I cant. Thought about doing it at my apt. but I'm on the 3rd floor and thats just too much for my grandma, so I my do it at moms apt. instead.. or possibly a park. But I tell ya.. I do it at a park and them greedy asshole family members of mine aren't getting a dinner cuz I ain't dragging all the dishes and bowls and silverware and shit all the way to the park. My family drives me nuts.

Getting close to time to go watch Billy graduate Boot camp too. About a month from now. I can't wait to see him. I know his girlfriend is excited. And we are both secretly hoping he drops out of it when he gets back home. lol I know that sounds bad but we just miss him so much anymore, and it's just not the same without him here. I knew I'd miss him but I didn't realize how much.

Gotta run.. gonna take my kiddo for a walk since it's not as hot today as it's been the past few days.. and right now I have to "ska-doo" into this book with her.. lol If you watch Blues clues at all, you know what I'm talking about.. lol