Need some company?

Well tonight we are taking Billy out to the booby bar.. This will be the last time in god knows how long that we'll get to go out with him. In Sept. he graduates Boot and we're going out to S. Carolina to watch and support him. Well, Seans mom sent me an email yesterday of his Uncles back yard... they had a visitor... This is the house we're going to be staying at when we go down for graduation... I told Linda that Mikayla WILL NOT play in this yard by herself.. lol because this is the second set of pics she's showed me of a certain visitor. They said he was knocking on the door. Neat huh?
Going today to transfer Billy's car into my name at some point. Waiting on B to call me since he'll have to come pick me up.
Moms docotr went ahead and sent a refferal to Hospice for mom and her "team" came over yesterday. Very sweet people. They explained everything to us, and told us all the things they offer. They told me that they offer greif couseling to all family members and signifigant others... but they also have child physcologist (sp?) for Mik to talk with. Maybe they can help her understand better than I can. I mean, I'm not going to be afraid to answer her questions, and I've always been honest with Mik when she has questions, I'm just worried that after moms gone and Mik asks about her, it's going to make me want to cry and she doesn't understand why my level of grief is so high ya know... so hopefully they'll be able to make her understand.
I think they are going to be a tremendous help though, when I left moms yesterday after talking with them, I felt better. I felt pretty good actually and I have since then.... It's just all still so weird to me. Not sure how to react yet.

One other thing before I go, sorry this one is so short.. I'm working on another one that I stole off someone elses blog (hehe) so hopefully I'll get that one up today too. =) But I wanted to say, just in case they read this at all.... Congrats to Amy and Terry! They are engaged.... and picked out their rings... awwwwwwwww =) lol