and again.......................

Why do bad things surround me? I found out Sunday that my favorite great uncle is dieing. =( Wendell, he's my grandmas brother, he's the youngest out of all 9 of them and I think he's one of 4 thats left, my grandma included. I'd have prolly handled it a little better if I didn't find out now ya know. Right now, my grandma is in a rehab center, my mom is getting ready to have damned near all her liver removed because of cancer, and now I find out wendell is dieing. ugh... yay for life! I think I'm the "lose a family member" poster child. Most people experience death maybe once or twice by the time they are my age but me? naw I'm special... I've lost more people that I can count. SUCKS! I've always prided myself on being a strong person but DAMNIT! how much can one person take?
I used to joke with my other grandma cause it seemed like everytime I talked to her someone else she new had passed away. But thats understandable when you get to be grandma age.... it's not so understandable when you're not even 30! Tell you what though, if I ever find out where they are hiding that damned fountain of youth.... I'm gonna gather everyone I know and we're all going skinny dippin in that bitch! For sure!