Lots and Lots of crap.

We've recently discovered Limewire for downloading music and movies. Well, we've used it so much that we are now dangerously low on drive space lol. So I went through today and put all our music on cd's and then deleted it all, but I also went through and tried to delete any programs that I know we don't use. Anyone know of anything that I could delete to free up some space that I prolly have on my puter and don't use? Like all those media players and shit, which of those do I really need? What I really need is my Andy..... Andy Andy come home! Come free up space on your beloved puter.
Wanna know a secret? It's not gonna be a secret for long though cause he reads my blog but I really miss Andy. I thought it'd be the same as it was last time he lived out of Louisville but it's not. It's different cause he lived with us for 2 years, and I got used to him being there every day and having someone to talk to and "surprise" (hehe) anytime I wanted to talk and now I don't =(
Now I'm not saying my honey isn't good company, cause he is. But..... I do miss my andy.
I also wanna say that I know of at least 3 people that read my blog and no tleave comments. I am a comment whore. It makes me feel loved so comment damnit! Even if you just say yep I was here, I'd be happy. You can creat a blogger account for free and you don't really have to start up a blog, just title it get your user name and never use the blog again, just comment on Robyn's blog so she'll know everyone loves her. =) hehe

Took grandma to the doctor today and he told her she was healing like a 20 year old would. So that's awesome! He took her out of the straight leg brace and put her in a hinged brace that allows her to bend her leg up to 30 degrees so she's pretty excited. Hopefully this will get her out of the wheelchair and closer to coming back home. He told her her shoulder was helaing well but there is a bone chip just kinda floating around in there and he said if her pain didn't go away that he would have to go in and remove that bone chip but that it wouldn't be anything major, just a few stitches and no healing time. Her Rom (range of motion for you non-med students out there) is excellent. SO overall, she's doing better than they had expected which is great.

My mom goes Thursday to have the vein going into her liver cauterized (or however you spell it) and they will wait two weeks to make sure that took and then schedule her surgery from there. Ugh I hope everything works out alright. I was talking to grandma about it today and we were talking about Brian and how he's done pretty good with himself by not having any parents to raise him. His mom died when he was 11 and his dad is a deadbeat loser alcoholic and is never around, and my mom raised brian from 11 years old, he's 23 now. Anyway, we were tlaking baout how I'd handle life if I lost mom becuase I'd have no parents then either and I told her I'd manage cause I have to but it would be really hard. But I was sitting last night talking to Sean about it and I said I wonder if I could make my mind feel toward mom if she dies the way it feels toward my dad now. Like I wonder if I could just from the beginning think, it was for the best and I can make it. But I don't know if I could or not. I was 14 when dad died, and he killed himself. I felt a lot of anger because of that because he chose to leave me, it wasn't like cnacer killed him or something ya know. That anger is what helped me cope I think and I won't have that anger if I lose mom so I'm not sure how hard it would be for me. Not gonna think about it anymore though because she's gonna be fine. =)
Welp, gotta run, gonna make a pizza for me and mik cause Seans still working. Wanna smoke a bowl damnit I wish he'd hurry up and get home lol.