Let's do all the things You wanna do.............

Been argueing with Manda all morning about stupid shit, and it has sucessfully put me in a wonderful mood...... wonderful being the complete oposite of what I mean. Let me clarify a few things.
1. I don't care if anyone I know ever has kids. If you don't want kids, thats fine, if you do want kids, just not right now, thats fine too, I don't care. People say all the time that I presure them to have kiddos, but I really don't think I do. I can't recall ever once saying so how come you're not pregnant yet? The worst thing you can do to a child is to bring it into the world before you're ready to commit your life and all your time to them.
2. Me, Sean, and Mikayla have fun doing things like hanging out at the park, or the playground. Going to the zoo, playing in the sprinkler in the back yard, going swimming, or walking the dog. All these things are a blast for us. I realize these things sound kinda boring for everyone else and thats fine, I'm just going to have to adjust to doing things without my friends all the time.
3. My mom, I'm not going to bring her up anymore. I've contacted a friend of mine that works in the cancer society and she's set me up with a couple refferals for groups in ky. for adult children whit parents that have cancer so I'm going to start talking to them instead. I don't want advice, there isn't any to give, and I know this. I want a hug, or a phone call to see if I'm doing alright. But the nerve pills mom gave me have really been helpful in supporting me the past few days. ;) My new little green friends.
4. My friends- We all haven't been hanging out anymore. At all. I understand everyone is busy. I understand Deena kicks her ass all day every day trying to work and go to school and keep up with her work and still have time for Josh. I understand Manda just got back from vacation and is still trying to unwind from that. We all used to get together all the time and cook out or go somewhere or something like that, but not anymore. And I say that but they all manage to see each other still. And I also know that a lot of that is because Deena and Josh can go over to Mandas house, where as I can't most the time. Mikay;a has an early bedtime because she doesn't nap during the day, so she goes to bed around 8. And after I get home at 5, and get everyone fed and mik in the tub, it's damned near her bedtime already so we play for a little bit and then settle in for the night. This doesn't leave me any time to go to anyones house. Weekends everyone is always busy going to the lake or hanging out or something and we don't get to go to those things because it's not always osmething that Mikayla will sit still through. I guess thats just one of the things that goes along with being a parent. And seeing as how, I'm not willing to give up any of my time with her, I guess we'll just have to find alternate ways to hang out with everyone.
I remember growing up, my parents hardly ever had their friends over, and they hung out with them (usually at their house) like once a month or so, so maybe that's just how it's supposed to be as you grow older. And I can be totally fine with that, just have to get used to it first. I wouldn't have married Sean if I wasn't looking forward to his company every night.
So anyway, I'm tired of this subject.