Almost Tuesday!

Well, I've gotten us all packed and ready to roll. Just gotta get work tomorrow out of the way and we're South carolina bound. Yay!

Kinda worried now though... yesterday mom woke up and her ankles were very swollen.. Docs told her to just keep them propped up and hopefully it will go down.. well it hasn't. They are still very swollen, and the hospice nurses are coming tomorrow to check her kidney function. Hopefully this isn't the first sign of kidney failure. I honestly didn't think things would progress as fast as they have. It's beginning to look like my mommy won't make it to christmas or her birthday now. It's still so hard to believe that she's dieing right in front of me like this. It's not like with dad.. We had no warning of that. I was at a friend shouse and mom called real late in the morning to tellme he killed himself.. just point blank.. he's dead.... with her it's this is getting worse, and this is getting worse, and watch her suffer, and watchher fears.. then it'll happen... I hate watching.

I just hope nothing happens while I'm out of town. And that sucks too... to have things be so bad that I worry about the next week. That's just 7 days ya know... we were thinking December maybe... but now I'm questioning the next 7 days.... I hate this.

Hopefully it's a fluke thing.. too much water or something like that.... hopefully it clears up and she's fine till I ge thome.

I'm going to call her ten times a day. =)