I'm such a prick.
Ok, so I'm an asshole. Did everyone know that? Yep, big fat asshole lol.
Mom called me while I was making dinner tonight to "check on me". Why was she checking on me you ask? Yea I had to ask too, cause I had no clue what she was talking about. Um, so today is November 7th. Yep. That didn't strike any chords with me either, so as she laughed at me she said "Your dad". Oh yea, my dad! Today is 12 years since my dad killed himself. Nice of me to forget huh? lol what a great daughter I am. I guess because it doesn't bother me anymore that I don't even think about it that much anymore, therefore, today's date never crossed my mind as having any bleak memories. I mean, I do miss him of course, and everyday it kills me that he's not around to see hs grandchild but that was his fault so fuck it right? But yep, had to let everyone know that I'm an asshole. lol Go me!
posted by Robyn @ 4:02 PM
4 Comments:
LOL well i already knew that you were an asshole! hee hee but i guess i am too cause i forgot about also!!! geez.... you know i did the same thing with my grandma. cept i remembered like a week later on my own. :( it's SAD!
Happy Be-lated Death day... LOL that's bad! :) *Winks*
LUVS
A~
lol yea really. forget about your own daddy hehe. Oh well, guess thats a good sign really if you think about it.
I feel bad too! OMG Sunday was the anniversary of my ex BIL's death...
His mom called to ask where I was with the baby and like a dumbass I said "Why? Whats going on?"
CDA, his very own brother...had forgotten about it too.
eek
Glad to see I'm not the only one.
But you're right, its not like you forgot about him...its that you don't ponder the very day & hour you lost him.
((hugs))
Yep, and it's a good thing in my mind, you can't dwell on shit forever and it's been 12 years, how long does people think something will upset you ya know.... good to know I'm not the only asshole though lol j\k =) Thanx for the comments.
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