Is the treatment really worth it?

So, Seans boss is constantly like on him about doing shit that he wasn’t aware he had to do and then John (his boss) will be like well why dind’t you do this? Um asshole, I’m not a fucking mindreader. This man has fired 5 people since Sean got the job, and that’s barely been a month, and he’s always saying shit to people, even his longtime employees like “We need to assess your position and see if you’re still an asset to this company” Like scaring your employees on a daily basis is any way of running a business. What a dick. To some people, they’d be like oh just let it roll off your shoulders but to people like Me and Sean who’s livelyhood would fall apart if either of us lost our jobs, it’s kinda stressful to know your boss like to fire people on a whim. Sean likes it there but he needs a job that he knows he’s stable at, not something where you have to worry every single day about crossing your boss the wrong way. Noone like to walk on eggshells all the time. He’ll stay for the time being though, he really loves it there and loves the people he works with and the work he’s doing, and in his opinion he’s getting pretty good at it, but I guess John sees it differently.

On a different note, Mom went in for her chemo today and they told her they wouldn’t do it because her white and red blood counts were too low still. The chemo causes these counts to go down but that’s why they wait 2 weeks between treatments. The levels will generally level themselves out after 2 weeks, but they didn’t this time. I’m not sure what this means though, I don’t know if it’s a bad sign or not. Mom has a convention this weekend that she’s going to and my grandma keeps telling her not to because with them being low shes sucseptable to infections easier, but she told her that this might be the last one she has the chance to go to (meaning what if the cancer kills her) and I hate it when she thinks like that, but I guess that’s really the only way to think about it… I dunno. I just knows it sure does a number on me.